I seldom leave the swamp to see my kind, and they
seldom come to see me. They like to move along the earth, upsetting lovers,
inspiring artist, playing with lives. I don’t seek out humans. I wait, and they
come to me. For centuries, truly as long as I can remember, I have had only the
alligators and the ghost of alligators for companions. I adore my scrumptious
cypress dripping with moss and my elegant alligators that bath beneath them,
but I long for someone to say to me, “Swim with me. Let’s watch the
alligators play in the sunset.”And I think I’ve found him.
The alligators don’t migrate like birds or drift
in and then away like the mortals do. Of course the ghost of the mortals who
met their demise here stay in the swamp, but they are terrible company. They’re
always whining and wallowing in what they lost. Why do they do this? After all,
they asked for it? If they come to the swamp to kill something, don’t they know
that they take the risk that something might kill them?
Mortals. Most of them look over my swamp with
thieving eyes, and slay what they can only see as beast and luggage.
Then I saw him.
I was lying on a limb, enjoying the cool and
watching the gentle fog lifting from the swamp at dusk when the mortals came
drifting through. He sat in the back of the boat. He paid no mind to the ones
searching the mud for my pets. He looked up lovingly into the limbs and moss.
He could see the magnificence of the swamp. I could tell. When the other ones
took out their clubs to strike the alligator, this one had to turn his head
away.
He winced for the alligator, with every dying
twitch. He was so rare. He belonged here with me, and my scaly loves and the
fog and the moss. I had to have him, the one with the cypress reflections in
his eyes.
The alligator that was newly made ghost lifted to
the limb to be beside me. The mortals pulled the boat to the bank beneath me.
He did not get out to inspect the body. He stayed in the boat and looked away
into the swamp. As the others bagged the alligator’s lifeless corpse, I sank
from the branch and quickly pulled him deep into the warmth of the murky waters.
He fought, as mortals will. He raged against the water, against me, but I
understood. I felt moved by this as the mica he kicked up and sparkled all
around him, so I helped him. I pushed out his last breath, but as I watched the
bubbles gurgle against his groping limbs. The bulging of his begging eyes
staring with nothing but fear when the swamp gripped his lungs, and I had to wonder
if we’d get along.

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